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Quick Updates / Saturday, February 10, 2007


Sorry I haven't been updating, been busy with my studies lately and of course, been busy with Janina. How are we? We're doing great=D. Uhm, everytime we go online we either chat the night away or play toki toki boom. Lol. She's really good with that game and I had the luck to beat her for only one time. Haha! So yeah, didn't have much chance to update this thing lately.

So what did I do today?Nothing really interesting. I studied history, for like 4 hours. Lol, i love history. You can't blame me since it's actually in my blood. Then played basketball with a couple of friends down at the beach court. It was cool in the beach today. The weather was nice, people were all around, your typical satuday morning beach. Then after that we went to subway to grab something to eat.. Met a few cool people there. There was Jes, this dude who runs a surf shop just across the street. Carmen, his girlfriend. And Tina, the surfer girl. Lol. We went home after a while to take a bath, it was really getting hot. Then met again in the mall. Yeah, I had to go to the mall to buy SOMEONE a gift. Lol. Hope she likes it. Anyway, So Tina and I got to hang out with her boyfriend for a while. Found myself talking about Janina most of the time. Haha! They're cool people.



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LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL / Monday, February 05, 2007


The internet has been around for a long time now, and it's main objective/goal is to make communication easier. Yes there's actually more to the internet than porn. Anyway, standing firmly by my statement about the internet making communication easier, messengers, chatrooms, emails, etc. has been around here since the beginning. E-mails were brought about, introducing the innovative idea of writing,sending a letter to whoever with less hassle than going to a trip to the post office to have it delivered,stamped,then sent. The trip alone could take you hours considering the hustle ans bustles of the city traffic. Then it would take more or less than three weeks(depends on the distance) before it gets to the reciever,moreover, sometimes it costs too much to have anything delievered. Specially with speed delivery. With the internet, one could just write(or type for this matter,a skill that could be expedited with practice)and send the mail at the comfort of their home, without really having the risk of having callouses that are brought about to us, by pens. This proccess (excluding the typing part coz that's really relative) only takes about 2 seconds(maximum)to be done. A second for finding the send button, and another second for clicking on it. Since then, man has found his convenience with communicating with people around the world. But it didn't stop there. People found ways how to make it easier, basically out of laziness. They're created abbreviations, text grammars, and such to make it easier and faster e.g. brb (be right back), gtg (got to go), hb (hurry back), ttyl (talk to you later), LOL (laugh out load my ever favorite!), and so on and so forth. That type of habit is evident in almost every label, statement, or whatever e.g. BEP(Black Eyed Peas), PCD(Pussycat Dolls), MLTR(Michael Learns To Rock), MCR(My Chemical Romance), PATD(Panic At the Disco), BSB(Backstreet Boys), MMC(Mickey Mouse Club/Multimedia Memory Card), CPK(California Pizza Kitchen), etc. even PRESIDENTS have them. Take PGMA(President Gloria Mcapagal Arroyo) for example. It has become so abundant in the youth's culture that you could probably here conversations that have a lot of those content.

Emo guy texting an emo gay

Emo guy: Hey dude r u going 2 d PATD concert this sat?
Emo gay: No i dont lyk them that much,i was actually going 2 stay home and hav a vdeo marathon of PCD's musicvds, then imit8ing their moves ryt after!
Emo guy: LOL, that sound fun!ill cum ovr at ur house nd maybe we cud make out after?SEB?
Emo gay: Sure!c u there!Gtg, BSB's up and OMG Nick Carter is just so hott!
Emo guy: LMAO!Ayt ttyl!you tc!

Ending: Emo guy turned out to be another emo gay *bows*


I can't believe i'm doing another post about this again. LOL. But since you guys keep requesting for an update about it, i'll gladly fill you in. LOL. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I know,what's with the Lol's? Well apparently according to someone, you can't trust anyone typing Lol's every once in a while in their blog posts. According to that someone, it's an indication wether a person is lying or not..................SAY WHAAAT?..I guess that explains my little essay. Sorry if i made a big deal out of it. It's just that someone practically used it as solid proof to make me look like i'm lying. But that's beside the point. Solid proof is showing Janina the convo I had with you-know-who. According to her, it proves that what I said about sticking up to Janina wasn't true. I'm gonna quote it directly from her message.


"... I know for a fact that Chip would read this just like the message we exchanged on yahoo. He also told you that the saved chat i sent to you was half of the ending and that he stood up for you before that. I can tell you that, that is untrue. I have the whole document with me now that i have retrieved. I'll send it to you if you want proof, because i know that Chip said he didn't have it cause the proof is against what he said. You want it? But hear this, i think with the document you would still believe Chip no matter what, since that's what lovers do. You're a good person Liah... (I'm sorry, i'm not using Janina cause i'm not used to it. Forgive me.) And i wish that this relationship will turn out well cause i don't like seeing you hurt."

Why didn't you send it to her in the first place? LOLOL. You can send that message to her. Sure. Be my guest. You wouldn't happen to have the reason "Because I didn't want to make you look bad to your girlfriend"?LOL. Well by sending that alone, the last parts of the convo would've already made me look bad to my girlfriend. Why?Why didn't you send the whole thing? It wasn't out of laziness..If it was, you wouldn't have took the time to edit it. And about this line..

"I know that Chip said he didn't have it cause the proof is against what he said."

LOLOLOL. I don't keep messages even from Janina, what more with you? Moreover, I don't keep messages from anyone at all. and YOU know that FOR A FACT.

Ok before moving on, I forgot to make sense with you guys. Sorry. Uhm.. Here's how it went. It was monday morning and my parents and I talked on the phone like we always do every monday and thursday mornings. I get to talk to them for 5 full hours during that time, ever since I broke up with Cheryll. They were always calling, from the day they heard the news, and were always offering me sympathy and stuff, and I always rejected. Simply because I didn't need it. I have Janina with me. "As long as I have Janina, I'm ok", i said to them. But they knew all too well about my past. And somehow, it stuck to them. Like every break-up, even if you don't love the person anymore, it still hurts. Thus, my every Monday and Thursday crying to my parents over the phone. Though in time, you learn to move on, not expecting to find anyone better,but still, you do. If you're lucky,you'd find the best. Hence,..... Janina. My undying love for Janina. And you'd HAVE to say i'm lucky. Coz I find her to be the best. Ever since then my bond with my parents has become stonger, even if you'd say it's only during mondays and thursdays. It's the bond that I have been craving from them.

This will probably sound gay, but I cry up till now everytime they call. They call here, to say something important about me. Even if it's the same group of lines over and over again, it'd still have the same kick to your heart. Just like "I love you", but not exactly. It's something better. It's the love of your parents being expressed through words. It's different when you hear it from your parents. It's different when you hear from their own parted lips, with their own voice, that they care about you. So what do they say everytime they call me?

"We let you be with her eventhough we knew your lifespan was already shortened. We didn't get in the way for you to be with her, so instead of heading home to spend our time with our precious son, we worked for you. To let you have all the best, all you wanted, all you needed. For atleast you'd die happy, being with her and being satisfied with this lifetime of yours. We never wanted anything but the best for our youngest son."

They knew how sad I was, how it all ended up. I know I was the one who initiated the break up. But I didn't want it to go to the next level. The break up was already hard for me, what more with losing contact? It's just so hard to stop caring, specially to the person you spent most of your hard times with. It's just so sad it had to end up that way. Well, upon hearing all that my parents were just sad for me. And they really thought she'd take care of me no matter what. I guess know, they know they were wrong. Thus,...

"We thought you were better.."

That line alone, and with a couple of words for the climatic sequence of the sentence such as "we're not gonna keep this short and straight to the point", were said by my parents through mail. They said it to Cheryll...

They kept it short for a reason. They didn't want to talk much simply because they didn't want to get involved, making a mountain out of a rock. They didn't want things to go bad but they still had to voice out their feelings for their son.... For me. But at the same time, not hurting Cheryll as she have hurt me. Another reason why they kept it short, was because they weren't biased. Cheryll, that was just one line. You're not the only one who got told off. There were hundreds, no, thousands of lines they said to me, for making mistakes such and such. But even so, i couldn't help but cry, not because they're rifling me with hurtful words, no. But because after such a long time, they were teaching me like how most parents would do to their kids. What's cool about my parents is that they listen to their kids' explanation. Coz all people are entitled to do that. Still, my parents were fair, giving me practically 2 hours of getting rifled, and giving you 1 line to read for more or less than 5 seconds. And unfortunately, you took it the wrong way... It was really bad for you. Though it's really fortunate that my parents are just understanding,and they know when to stop..

I just didn't see it coming. My parents sacrificed so much (i don't want to be specific coz it's gonna be sounding like i'm bragging if i post it here, most of you guys know what i'm talking about anyway)but still, you go choose your own bitter way with living your life. I don't even see what's there to be bitter about. Atleast not to the point of losing contact with each other.

Why my parents? And you just had to remind them about the gun thing didn't you? Well it hurt them. It was really wise of them to set their instincts aside and chose to be rational. It was wise of them not to go on replying, making the issue bigger. If you had a son and some girl just came up to you and said "i remember the time your son was being suicidal", wouldn't that hurt you?...

If you're gonna hurt anyone from this, let it be me. Not Janina, nor my parents. Just me....

*sighs* Anyway, uhm.. After having all that charade. I signed into msn and saw her id OL. And told her that it was rude to just reply something like that to my parents. Then went off, then went on again, on yahoo.. And yeah, saw like 5 messages from her. 5 messages, 5 full messages. Why didn't you talk when i was still online? Was it because to avoid hearing what you don't want to hear? Confrontation? You always go replying when i'm already out, not letting me say what's on my side. All I have is this blog. It's not for the intention to put a stain on your name. No. It's because this is all I have. It's a good way to let all the anger out though, i'd tell you that.

I told Janina about everything. Oh by the way, mom and dad already knows her!Lol. Wala lang. I'm just really happy they got in contact with each other, 3 most important people in my life. Uhm, and as a girlfriend of course, Janina got hurt. Because I was hurt. So we spent most of the night, just crying with each other. I was so hurt that she got hurt too. We'd fall asleep together, after crying then waking up the next morning(phil)/in the afternoon(cali) telling each other nonstop how much we love each other. And how our feelings just get so relative.

Guys i'm all tired. And the prof is here. Oh right. I haven't made updates here for a while. Ok, i'll just take a few more minutes off my time for a quick update.

I'm living with my cousins now, along with my uncles. Uhm.. I'm going home anytime soon now, around March-May. Yes it's fo' shizzle!Lol. The reason why they let me stay is because school for me in the Phil doesn't start until June. So yeah. Right now I'm being homeschooled by a Professor from Harvard just to get my brain all oil-ed and pumpin'! So that, not only do I avoid to waste time in the Phil being idle(though I really need it,specially with my friends and of course, my grilfriend), but I also get there just in time for school having my brain all ready! Not only that, atleast Janina could have something to be proud of me. I wanna be the best for her. I wanna do all what I can, as to what she did. Anyway, those were just tidbits of what has been happening. I'm glad you guys like all the songs and YES, those are actually for Janina. I'll be putting up more soon. I doubt they'd all be like the first ones I put up here, as I have such a versatile taste with music. But I hope you guys will like it either way. Thanks for all the tags and the hits!Really, didn't think it would be that big. Thanks again. Take care!



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LMAO / Saturday, February 03, 2007


Ok so..LMAO..After posting the post before this, i got into msn to see if my pool friend was on. Been missing pool on yahoo. I didn't see her on though. But there was one person on. Named..........VIGILANTE....LMAO.. Guess who it is. Yep, Cheryll. So...Yeah, i know what i said in the blog post. I said that I hate her,she needs to go to hell, stuff like that. Lol. But i wasn't feeling that way during that time. So I msg-ed her, hoping that she could talk to me again. Because really, her decision with losing contact with me. I found it to be real bullshitty.

I don't know, I'm just that kind of person. I just can't stand losing friends, moreover, cease to care about them. There were a lot of times I've said sorry to people during fights,eventhough it wasn't my fault. I believe it's unnessecary to initiate forgetting about someone, unless they're dead, then you'd really have to let go. But in this case,it was otherwise. So i should tell you how our convo went. Too bad i don't have the actual convo. Anyway.


So we said our hi's right?(not exactly hi's but heck). And after that she was being a "Dahlia". Saying that she doesn't want to talk to me, doesn't want to have anything to do with me, stuff like that. It's wtf right? I mean, heh. Wow. I remember back then when we were still together she always says to me she doesn't hold grudges. Heh, such a hypocrite. She holds unto it so much that's she's so willing to lose a friends of hers for 4 years. All throughout our convo, Janina wasn't with me. So i was feeling really vulnerable. Heh. I go crazy whenever i'm not getting any attention from her. Hey don't get me wrong, I'm not an attention manwhore just like what Cheryll said. But it was just the moment when I needed Janina the most. So yeah.. I told Cheryll my side. Why losing contact with me is unreasonable. Spent a good few minutes explaining. You tell me guys. Is it a good decision to lose contact with me? I mean.. Lol. I know I've lied about my virginity, and also about a few stuff. But there's no need to refer to those stuff as "everything". She goes all like "EVERYTHING'S A LIE!!YOU'RE A LIE".. Lol. It was just about a few things. A few MINOR things I lied about...so that I could be someone she could be proud of. It may have been a personality tweaker but I'm the same person. I really meant everything i said to her back then when I loved her. All those things I told her as we chatted, then it'd be by around 5am when i'm all done telling her. Yeah, it WAS that strong. But I guess she didn't consider that. I don't think she even remembers. Not even the time when I got hit on the back with a baseball bat when I fought for her. Lol. Oh well. So like I told before, I was feeling real vulnerable and said things I should not have said. Lol, her head must be all biiiiiiiiiiig by now. Even acted all suicidal just to make her stay online. And I was BEGGING(again) for her to talk to me again. Janina, see how weak I go when you're not around?Lol. But my baby was tired, that was understandable She made it up to me after a while anyway ;p. *clears throat* ANYWAY. Lol.

Another thing that pissed me off was what she said about me always wanting attention....................

Guys, you know me. What do you have to say about that? Lol. All I gotta say is, wow that's the complete opposite of me. Attention for me isn't like air for me to breathe. Yeah i crave for attention sometimes but that just means I really want it. Coz i barely beg for any. She was being a hypocrite again. I'm gonna show you some old blogspot, found it earlier on my old blog.

From "Official Retired From Ran", dated march 16, 2006

left RAN. Yup, i am now officially RAN-free. Lol. Cheryll was feeling neglected, whenever i play RAN, might as well post "go away" on my status. That's how addicted i was. So, can't exactly blame Cheryll for feeling that way. We got into a fight lastnight. It really hit me when she sort of told me that she wanted to adjust. She even wanted to set up some sort of schedule for it. I hate schedules, i'm one very lazy teenager. She knows that, and should've kept that in mind. But that wasn't really the reason why i was all mad. I just didn't want to change anything. i want them to stay this way. But we both concluded that to be able to retain things, i have to give RAN up.---



Ok, for all of you who doesn't know. RAN is an online game I used to be addicted too. And giving it up was like losing AIR FOR ME TO BREATH. Videogames, what i can't live without, not attention, i've had enough of attention. So yeah, as it is written there, she had me give the game up, and also some things like.. racing, parties, etc. I sacrificed a lot, just so to give her all the attention she required of me giving. That included like. 98% of my time. Ask all my friends where I have been during the whole 18/19 months. They can't answer that because they don't know. Lol, they don't know where I've been coz i didn't hang out that much with them. Yeah, I sacrificed that much for her.

So i was pretty much being annoyed with everything she's saying. So i annoyed that I got frustrated, even desperate. I never wanted to hate her. But the moment she laughed at me, she left me no choice but to despise her, or even, be disgusted of her.


I then realized that she's a waste of time. Always have been. She wasted 4 years of my life. She's not worth any attention, nor apologies. All she's worth are pities. I pity her for not seeing her own flaws, hence, making her a hypocrite. I pity her for holding grudges. If you're gonna be like that then might as well post "NO DEVIRGINIZED PEOPLE ALLOWED" on your door. Or maybe "NO LIARS". Conduct a survey and find out how many people haven't lied in their whole lives. THERE ARE NONE. Be realistic for once.

That was all done. Swore she wouldn't hear anything from me again, this time, I said it without regret. As I said before, it's not my loss. After going offline Janina finally woke up! Lol, of course i was all pissy at first but that turned around instantly in less than 30 mins,even 15. Then we stayed up for a while, just talking. Yep, just talking ;p. Lol. And being with her again, reassured me of what i really need, and want and differentiated it from what I'd be better without and despised. Being with her, it's a totally different thing. Everything just falls right into place.

So after a few hours was practically the greatest night(my time..lol) i've ever had because of soooooooooome reasons. Lol. Janina knows what I'm talking about, don't you baby?=). We were having a good time just chatting online. Made lambing and all. Until SHE went ol on yahoo. Lol, I was on invi back then with a couple of people including her. Coz I don't really want to be disturbed by random people while talking to Janina. So she goes messaging me "you ok aye?" "chip I know you're there" and stuff. Lol, when I found out she messaged Janina, I had to message her back to keep her away. And also to let her know that I liked it when she was away. Lol. Ang sakit kasi sa mata ng ID niya being online on my list=p. It's like seeing a dead stinky rose with fresh, fragrant ones. So yeah, tried to shoo her away but she was being busy making me look bad with Janina.

She showed her convo with me yesterday morning, showed it to Janina with undoubtful intentions to make me look bad. I laughed my ass off when I saw what she sent Janina. It was a teeny weeny part of it. Lol. She showed all those messages when i was all frustrated and desperate already. Didn't show all those parts wherein I was sticking up for Janina. The thing is, I already told Janina what happened. I admitted I begged and stuff. I admitted I was weak that time. Mainly because she wasn't with me but who could blame her, my baby was really tired. Anyway, the point is, she already knew. So cheryll practically came online for nothing but get herself humiliated, or even insulted. Lol. Janina showed me parts of the convo. And seeing her fight for me, heh.. Wow. They say that girls like it when guys fight for their girlfriends. Put up a fight or even sacrifice a lot for her. It makes them feel secured being with the guy. What most girls don't know, that's actually a two-way thing. Guys also like it when girls fight for them. It's just special when someone makes you feel safe.

I'm so lucky to have Janina. I mean with all those rivals?(yihee laki ulo nyan..LOL). She's one of the smartest people I know. And, ever since the start, she's been always sticking up for me. No matter how bad i've been in the past. Bah i'm repeating myself, Lol. All of it is in the post before this one. About me being a puppy and some mushy stuff. Lol. I just feel so happy and content being with her. It's not like with the other.. None like it at all. It's something more intimate that having two souls bound together. I'm being mushy again.

Anyway, I don't remember how the actual convo went. But it was something Janina said. Lol, and Cheryll replying back being all stubborn and close-minded not considering other people's opinions. Cheryll went offline with her original statement(which really didn't make any sense)and without saying goodbye. Lol. That's so like her. She runs away whenever she gets herself in a tight spot. After she went offline me and Janina stay a little while more to play some yahoo games. Lol. It's cool. Had real fun with her. She beat me in both pool and toki toki boom. You guys should check that game out some time. It's something like bricks, that game you get from the 1st gameboy. Lol.

Wow made a really long post. I'm all tired. I'll keep you guys posted from now on. Don't worry, no more mysterious disappearances from the blog scene. Guys who support us, thanks!P, Sasha.. thanks!You all take care..








I LOVE JANINA!=D











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After practically disappearing from the blog scene for how many months, what can I say?2006 was a blast. I've finally found someone who'd stick with me all throughout,despite my nasty side. And surprise surprise, it wasn't my girlfriend of 18 months,or 19,or whatever. I don't really care anymore because IT is over and i'm GLAD. I've finally found someone whom has accepted me, the whole me. Including all my bad habits,my weaknesess, and everything! I just love her so much. We've been together since My ex and I broke up.

Don't get me wrong. She's not someone I used to get over Cheryll. She's the one who SAVED me from her. The one who made me realize that Cheryll wasn't the one for me. You know that feeling? It's like... being a puppy,in the middle of the rain, only having a small cardboard box near a trash can to sleep in. Then a little girl with a relatively little umbrella comes along and keeps you. Regardless of what breed you are, what color, or even how you smell like. That's the feeling I got with Janina. Heh, no matter what I did in the past, no matter who or what I am, she still took me in and served warm milk for me, bought me a collar, and gave me a warm basket to sleep in. No matter how i misbehaved, she never put me in the doggie cage nor tied me up on a leash. =)

Year 2007, it's been almost 4 months since we've been together and i'm having an even bigger blast! Specially that (insert name here) is out of my hair. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a bad ex, not bad at all. You could go ask all my ex's (except her) to know. They're all still my friends(again,except for HER). Lol,she's the only one i'm not friends with anymore. Why? It's was her choice. Lol. It was her choice to waste 4 years of friendship away. You know at first, I didn't want that. I mean, I still wanted to talk to her and stuff,shit like that. But she ended up avoiding me. Though I admit,it was my fault. But it was the only way to get to talk to her again. It was to give her what she wanted.

I told her lies. Lies about me not being to get over her, and about me and Janina breaking up coz I still love her. All those are just lies. I know it was wrong,specially about me and Janina breaking up but it was what she wanted to hear. Otherwise, if I said something different, she wouldn't talk to me and I didn't want that. I may not love her anymore but I still care about her. Well, used too. Now i just ended up hating her. I wanted to keep our friendship but nooooooooo... Lol. Well it's her loss anyway, not mine.

I even sent her this message when 2006 ended, saying sorry, begging and stuff. I know, it's not like me to beg and it happens on VERY rare occassions. What did I get back? Some rants about all my weaknesses,all the lies i've told, and all the "crimes" i've commited. It was total bullcrap on a bull's ass. She held everything i've done wrong against me. Didn't even remember the things I did for her. Plus she made Janina look stupid in her blog. And that pissed me off. Lol. She thought Janina didn't know about the break-up lie I told her. The thing is.... She did. Had permission from her. So no, i didn't make a bimbo out of her. She bad-mouthed some stuff about me too such as

1. I did drugs
2. I have a short temper
3. I lost my virginity to a 17 year old when i was 13
4. I hate being corrected
5. I'm a bad boyfriend

Well, Janina knows all that. But still, I'm still sleeping in the warm basket she gave me=). So i can't help but be proud of those and shout out "I AM A DRUG ADDICT WHO PUTS FIGHTS WITH EVERYONE. WHO LOST HIS VIRNITY AT A VERY YOUNG AGE INSIDE A CAR. WHO HATES BEING CORRECTED. AND WHO IS A BAD BOYFRIEND!!!".

You see the thing is...

1. I did drugs coz I didn't know what to do with Cheryll, not because i couldn't forget about her(yes that was i lie).
2. I have a short temper, it's part of my personality and you have to accept that. Most people did.
3. It was special coz it was with a very special girl.
4. I don't hate being corrected. I just like fighting for my own beliefs. Lol,that's why I want to become a lawyer. . She's the one who hates being corrected. Very close-mided she is indeed.
5. Well.. Ask all my past gfs if this one is true..
6. (additional) It was really inconsiderate, immature, stupid, REALLY stupid, close-minded(yes close-minded), egocentric of her to say all those stuff.

Well enough bad mouthing..FOR TODAY.. Lol

Anyway. Sorry, just got pissed she made Janina look stupid. So let's move on shall we? To my daily experience of bliss with Janina! Lol.

Things have been great. Though we had this little argument not having enough time for each other but after that..like..5 mins later you wouldn't think we just had a fight. Lol. After a couple of hours, we went online and chatted.. Uhm, i guess it was partly because of the fight we had earlier, why she said sorry she's not someone i could be proud of. Lol, i told her i wasn't looking for someone whom i could be proud of, i'm looking for someone who i could spend the rest of my life with. I know it's a bit corney. But it's true. Though she's both. Someone i'm proud of and someone who i could spend the rest of my life with=D. I mean, what's not to love about her? She's smart, cute(ayan na!pangit!), caring (uber caring), sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet(lol), sexeh(LOLOL), and realistic. Those are just a few of the reasons why I love her.

One major reason has to be because she accepts me for who i am, what i am,what i can be or what i have been. She accepts both my strengths and weaknesses. It's cool, never had someone like that before. So Janina, i know you'll be reading this. Yiheee....Lol, anyway, Thanks for everything. Thanks for putting up with all my crap(not to mention my videos..LOL). Uhm.. Thanks for bringing out the best in me..Just want you to know that everything i do is for you..Heh, i want you to know how important you are and how big of an impact you've made. Mahal Kita ^_^.. I've never been so happy in my whole life. Thanks...


Edit: Sorry for putting this post down for a couple of hours.. Had to, Lol.. But hey, it's my blog..So i'm putting it back on..













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